Where sun&moon ?

After returning from the vacation, when I was arranging my bagages, I realize thats sun&moon deck was lost ....I really love this deck..... She's cute like my small lovely sister....
My friend told me thats I go to ask an another deck to know where is she and how to get her back.
I know a speard cant get my deck back. But, at last, it will make me less worry.

Here my free spread:

3 pentacles - aces swords reversed - 8 wands reversed - 9 swords - death

Hidden Sorrow Spread

 Prepare: Sandal wood incense
Tarot deck used: sun&moon

Spread:

****3****
1*2*5*6*7
****4****

1. What is your Regret, your Loss -- what or who did it involve?
seven of pentacle - failure
2. What was the Mistake you made?
six of wands reversed - victory

3. How do you Positively deal with this in current day-to-day life?
Princess of wand

4. How do you Negatively deal with this in current day-to-day life?
King of cup

5. How does this mistake/loss/regret Manifest in current da y-to-day life?
The lovers

6. Who or what is really Responsible for this?
Two of wands

7. How do you Move Forward from this?
Five of cups _ disapoint

I dont accept this card so I just drew a new one: the hermit reversed

Honestly, *chuckle* at 1st lock, I was shocked.
My regret is a "failure", and a mistake I made is a "victory reversed". Quite interesting !

The Seven of Pentacles indicates that if you have been working really hard or putting in extra effort into something, Sometimes, however, the Seven of Pentacles can denote frustration. The Seven of Pentacles may therefore represent fear of failure, delays and frustration.

In this card, I see a girl, a little girl in the red skirt who draw carefully 7 circle on the sand, under the marmalade sky, I feel like, the sunset. In the spacious desert, she draw lonely. (What is she trying to do? Why she doesnt step out of the seven circles and go somewhere) Look like, she forgot all the world.

The downside to the Six of Wands is that it can also bring self-importance, arrogance and egotistical behaviours. With victory you may come to think that nobody can be better than you and you end up with an inflated ego and a big head

I have a 2nd girl, dressing in red dancing under the empty sky. Her head leans on her arm. Is her dance, or she is tired? 5 torchs around and the 6th in her hand, is her dance, or a SOS'sign? On the peak alone, is she dance or she wanna jump?

So, I concentatred too much ona victory. I have been working so hard to get it, I even forgot everything else. But, in the end, subconsciously I accepted my failure which eventually become a frustration.Confronting my inner obstacles, I realize my fear and try to escape it (princess of wands, flying from the fire, with a flower in a hand under the star sky, this card recalls me a death-rebith card)
 



On opposite, The king of cups as a "Negatively deal with the regret in current day-to-day life" A king of cup, normally is a kind man, emotional balance and control, generosity. BIddy descript him as "the King of Cups expresses much more restraint in his emotional state. He is a master of his own feelings, and remains in control of his emotions. Not to say that he represses those feelings and sentiments" So, my fear of faillure make me repress my own emotion(quite right !) Then, I lose "the lovers" cards: My family, my friend, my hobbit (still have LoL), my victory's desire .... What is live when love lefted? Exist :)



A real responsible for this, is a guy in Yin and Yang dress with the 2 clubs in his hands. Face the fire wall, I still dont understand why is a dominion card. The only things I know, the dominating is solitary. I dont really get what the meaning of this card on this case, so I drew 2 more cards: Queen of wand then Seven of sword _ futility

Quite a confusing combo -_-

Then, how to get out of thats situation I got the hermit card + four swords cards. So clear, I need to take my time, to rest, needing to be alone, need "thinking things over, focusing inward, concentrating less on the senses, quieting yourself, looking for answers within, needing to understand"...

Yet...

But hell, about what???? 

[SPREAD] Logical Level Tarot Spread

tôi đang sống trong môi trường Queen of wand  cư xử như là  six of sword sử dụng khả năng queen of pentacle với niềm tin bất diệt là the high priestess , tôi vẫn nghĩ mình là the chariot  nhưng thực ra là wheel of fortune, nỗi sợ của tôi là the moon, cách khắc phục là seven of sword

Interview new deck

Prepare: Nến, trầm hương, ngọc (đểu), đồng xu, nước sạch,các loại vòng, vải phủ, sách hướng dẫn, bật lửa, đồng hồ.

Spread

****** 5 ****** 6 ******
********** 4 **********
****** 3 ****** 2 ******
********** 1 **********


1. Tell me about yourself. What is your most important characteristic?
2. What are your strengths as a deck?
3. What are your limits as a deck?
4. What do you bring to the table -- what are you here to teach me?
5. How can I best learn from and collaborate with you?
6. What is the potential outcome of our working relationship?


I. Deviant Moon's interview.  Xét tuổi đời, cho em cầm đèn đi trước

   1. Four of cups (+ hanged man): Em này khá là bất cần, cứng đầu, lãnh đạm.
       Đặc biệt lá four of cups, hình ảnh người chống cằm, "chào tạm biệt" chiếc cốc rơi xuống làm mình có cảm giác, em ý dường như trầm tư, dường như phó mặc

  2. The fool: Sẵn sàng dấn thân, mọi lúc mọi nơi.
The fool, lá số 0 của bài tarot, em ơi, có phải em vô tâm vô lo như đứa trẻ sơ sinh, ko những liều lĩnh mà còn mong chờ thử thách (Mình biết đưa thử thách j đến cho bộ bài tarot đây?)

  3. Page of sword: bồn chồn, hiếu động và tò mò.
Chủ quan mà nhận xét, lá này làm mình nhớ đến câu "nhìn đời bằng nửa con mắt".
Là em thích soi xét? Hay khùng khùng mò đường dưới ánh trăng? Là em cẩn thận cầm kiếm dò đường? Hay mắt mù mờ không rõ, phải lấy kiếm thay gậy?
Đùa em chứ, chị hok thấy em oai phong lẫm liệt chi cả, chỉ thấy em khùng khùng sao ý.

  4. The moon: dạy cho mình khả năng ngoại cảm phi thường chính xác.
Ôi thôi em ơi, lá "the moon" vốn dĩ tốn bao nhiêu giấy mực, em lại còn lôi nó ra từ cái bộ deviant moon tarot thì kiến thức và cảm quan của chị sao đủ để phân tích.
Lần đầu em lôi lá "the moon's mgic" ra, rơi đúng vào "điêu em mang đến", một bộ bài bói tarot, em thật là thâm sâu quá em ơi.
Theo biddy tarot," the moon, psychic, receptive and mysterious, illuminates our path as we journey toward higher consciousness." Còn aecletic lại viết em: "the Moon is a card of genius, of mental breakthroughs, astonishing creativity, powerful magic, and intuition."
Genius, tức là thiên tài mà chữ tài gần với chữ tai một vần
Psychic tức là ngoại cảm. Gần âm với Psychic, trong tiếng Pháp có từ Psycho, nghĩa là tâm thần.

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   5. The star:Em ý truyền cảm hứng cho mình, giúp mình phát huy khả năng nghệ thuật.

   6. Knight of pentacle:????

   Drop card : Page of cup

II. Sun&Moon tarot interview

   1. 8 pentacles _ prudence: Em này cẩn thận, tỉ mỉ, và dịu dàng
   2. 7 swords - futility: không nhìn ra được điểm mạnh của em này.
   3. Justice: ko nhìn ra được điểm yếu của ẻm luôn
   4: King of sword: Em ý muốn dạy cho mình sự ích kỉ và toan tính
   4. Prince of wand: Mình học từ em ấy sự dũng cảm và niềm tin
   6. 2 pentacles _ Challenge: mối quan hệ cân bằng, có tí thách thức